Sunday, April 4, 2010

Been feeling so tired

Recently I been feeling so tired.. Just don't know why. Maybe not working for the past 4 months and now back to work that's why my body not used to it. :-) or maybe I didn't sleep well due to my granny illness.

Her illness has got worst this time. Doctor has confirmed that her cancer cells has spread to her left kneel cap and right hip, now it's the 4th stage. Her illness has make us to make a discision to let her to go to hospice. For me, I wanted her to stay home but we really got no choice as no one is taking care of her. I even dreamt of her and she told me that she didn't want to stay there. Keep asking me to bring her home.

I really feel very sad and hopeless that I can't even help my granny. I just really hope that she can live longer even the doctor said she only left with about 2.5 years.

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