I have been out of job for 46days. I been sending emails out yet only a few replied and only a few manage to go for interview. Is the market really that bad huh??? Hai...
These 46 days I been doing nothing but sending emails, doing my diy jewellery and sleeping. I got a very mixed feeling everyday. Been thinking a lot of things (good and bad) about relationships, jobless, money, etc... Is this call depression? Can someone tell me pls???
I think relationship is always a problem to me now. I wanted to let him go but my heart doesn't want it. This kind of feelings are very terrible, at times I just feel like to cry out but there's no more tears. Maybe I really cried too much in this relationship. Friends also asked me is this what I want? At times I don't know how to ans them coz I also don't know what I want too. I really very lost and tired. This is really a very lousy and 'lost' relationship I ever had...
