Lunar Birthday

The sweetest thing I received early in the morning is I saw a greeting paper which my Mum wrote to me, wishing me Happy Lunar Birthday. =) I was so touch that at that moment. =) In the note, she said: "Your birthday red eggs are on the dining table." Something to surprise me is that each of the egg has two yolks!!! Which mean that 2 eggs got 4 yolks! I didn't had that kind of experience before... =) What a surprise?! I'm wondering is there any meaning to it? =)

Updates~

Sorry Freinds, didn't have the time to update my blogs as I'm pretty busy with works and personal life (not getting married hor... =) ) Just busy setting up my own business soon which is online business.. =) Going to be a lady boss liao... haha... At this present moment, I'm not going to tell you what I going to do yet... Yet to disclose to you soon... =)

Secondly, my love life is a bit sucks especially this week... =( After being together with him for a year plus, I have come to think about it, me and him like there's no future as what I see from my side... (I'm really sad to say that... =( ) Last Tuesday, I purpose met him for dinner and wanted to talk about our relationship... But somehow when I looked at him, I can't say a single word... After he sent me back, I was walking along the road thinking about it and cried as I just bear to lose him... My friend, Joey, Melvin and Mark has been giving me courage to say but i just can't said it out... =(

After awhile, he called me and ask me have I reached home. I just told him 'NO' and explained to him why... On the phone, I told him that I have something to tell you but just that I can't say a single word when I looked at him... On the phone, I said everything out... =( Especially how I feel towards him, etc... This relationship really makes me crazy compare to the past relationships that I had.

I know all my friends told me that I deserve someone who is better compare to him... But I just can't let him go as I love him too much...

This whole week, I'm so restless and I only work on Tuesday. I can't even sleep well at night too... Feel like drinking till drunk everyday, just to make me sleep well instead of having sleeping pills.

I really feel like ending this relationship but I really CAN'T!!! I know there's no one can help me, but I really want it as I don't want to suffer anymore!!! =(