Valentine Day

Now is 2040hrs, I'm at East Coast Park now.. Walking along the path by myself... This is my first Valentine Day with my Dear and its not only two of us. Its with a group of his friends as one of his friend birthday falls today and the other is a week later.. I feel so weird... I dunno why... I really just want to celebrate it just two of us instead of a group... Maybe I'm very selfish but no matter what its our first Valentine Day... I feel very bored in this chalet... None of his friends I know... I dunno what to talk to them too.. :-( Just not to express my bored in front of him, I decided to talk a walk by myself...

After my stroll and back to the chalet, I saw my Dear was playing Mahjong with his friends. I have no objection on him playing Mahjong with his friends but please just care a bit of me. I have take a stroll for almost an hour and I didn't hear from him for that hour even I went back to chalet and he didn't even ask about me. After staying there for less than 15 minutes, I decided to take a walk again. But this time, I decided to sit by the beach... I feel so lonely in this Valentine Day, I don't know why althought I went to chalet with a group of friends. Maybe he left me out when all his friends are around... =) Anyway after sitting by the beach for 30minutes, I decided to send him a message.

I sent: Dear, Can I go home?

He replied: Why?

I sent: Nothing why...

He replied: You really want to go home?

I sent: Do you think I'm joking?

He replied: Where you now?

I sent: I'm sorry... I really didn't prepare my first Valentine day with you is like that... You stay and enjoy...

He replied: Come back now then we go ok?

I sent: Is ok Dear... You stay and enjoy... I just don't want to spoily everyone's mood.. Ok?

He replied: I'm sorry... You can back now for cake cutting then we go ok?

I sent: Don't need to say sorry... My hp really going to gone... You stay...

After all these message, I decided to walk back to chalet as I really didn't want to spend it this way... Althought I feel very sad about it but in the afternoon, he said something to me. 'Do you want flowers?' I straight away replied and tell him... NO!. I want him to do flowers for me instead of buying for me... =)