My Photos on Beautybox Blogspot

Yesterday, received a call from Chris from Beautybox. He told me that he has uploaded my photos on their blog... When I heard it, I was so shocked but after looking at it, I feel so happy... As I love the whole album of myself. =)

Check this out... =)

http://thebeautyboxstudio97.blogspot.com/2009/02/fion-essential-folio-w-20r-album.html

Valentine Day

Now is 2040hrs, I'm at East Coast Park now.. Walking along the path by myself... This is my first Valentine Day with my Dear and its not only two of us. Its with a group of his friends as one of his friend birthday falls today and the other is a week later.. I feel so weird... I dunno why... I really just want to celebrate it just two of us instead of a group... Maybe I'm very selfish but no matter what its our first Valentine Day... I feel very bored in this chalet... None of his friends I know... I dunno what to talk to them too.. :-( Just not to express my bored in front of him, I decided to talk a walk by myself...

After my stroll and back to the chalet, I saw my Dear was playing Mahjong with his friends. I have no objection on him playing Mahjong with his friends but please just care a bit of me. I have take a stroll for almost an hour and I didn't hear from him for that hour even I went back to chalet and he didn't even ask about me. After staying there for less than 15 minutes, I decided to take a walk again. But this time, I decided to sit by the beach... I feel so lonely in this Valentine Day, I don't know why althought I went to chalet with a group of friends. Maybe he left me out when all his friends are around... =) Anyway after sitting by the beach for 30minutes, I decided to send him a message.

I sent: Dear, Can I go home?

He replied: Why?

I sent: Nothing why...

He replied: You really want to go home?

I sent: Do you think I'm joking?

He replied: Where you now?

I sent: I'm sorry... I really didn't prepare my first Valentine day with you is like that... You stay and enjoy...

He replied: Come back now then we go ok?

I sent: Is ok Dear... You stay and enjoy... I just don't want to spoily everyone's mood.. Ok?

He replied: I'm sorry... You can back now for cake cutting then we go ok?

I sent: Don't need to say sorry... My hp really going to gone... You stay...

After all these message, I decided to walk back to chalet as I really didn't want to spend it this way... Althought I feel very sad about it but in the afternoon, he said something to me. 'Do you want flowers?' I straight away replied and tell him... NO!. I want him to do flowers for me instead of buying for me... =)

Korea Trip CANCEL

The moment I step into the office, my colleague told me that our Korea trip has CANCEL!!!

When I heard it, I feel so moody... =( No mood to work... When I switch on my pc, look at the email that my MD send. Everyone of us not in the mood to work now... Keep chatting with each other on internal message why cancel?... Some of my colleagues even bought winter clothings, gloves, etc... As for me, I only bought the heat-pack. But I also feel sad that we can't go for the trip... It's just another one more week plus we can go for this trip and end-up it's a disappointment to us... =)

This is what my MD written:

Dear all,

I have decided to postpone our company trip to Korea originally planed Feb 19-22.

Our head office strongly requests us to save all kind of cost to take over the current economic scare
and after my deep consideration in order to keep CIPLAS and CIPLAS’s status inside Itochu Group as
an excellent company I have took this decision. CIPLAS is still going well with your constant and
big effort but All Itochu Group is dropping their business result dramatically facing with very sever
business circumstance.

I am sorry for trouble you all but please understand the situation correctly.

Rgds/Fujitsuka

Love You

After so long, finally I receive a message from my Dear that he told me he LOVE ME. Its was on 18 Jan 09 @ 1025hrs. At that time, I'm totally lost. I don't know whether is it true or not. I have doubt when I received that message. I don't why I think this way.

The 2nd time I receive is on 2 Feb 09 @ 1927hrs. Before he sent to me this, I just sent him a simple message " I Love You Dear... Muack'. And he just replied me 'Love You'. I feel so happy when I see that after I sent him that message. =)

But yesterday, he was in a bad mood. I have no idea what had happened to him... I just feel something is not right at that moment. So I decided to sent him a message.

I sent: I don't know what had happen to you again. Yesterday was fine. I really hope you can shre with me your problems... I know I can't help you with your problems but I can just lend you my ears to you... I don't like to see or hear you like that... Dear, share with me if you want.. I LOVE YOU DEAR... Muack... Good night...

He replied: Nite nite...

Dear, all this while I don't give you my blog add cause I feel that you should know what I'm thinking.

Dear, I want to be your DEAR not your GAL, ok? Love you...

Singapore Flyer - 27 Jan 09

Finally, I took my ride on Singapore Flyer. Me and Dear decided to travel this flyer on 27 January 2009 and it's also our first picture taken of the year too. =)

We pretty enjoy our whole ride but a bit of disappointment as we can't see the sunset on that day... We purposely arrange that just to see the sunset for this year... Something new to see it in the flyer. =) Thought can be romantic but end up is a disappointment. =(

Our tickets

We took cabin 7

First pic taken in 2009 =)

View of ECP

View from the top in the cabin

Our 1st pic taken in 2009 =)